Pain

It is really painful to be away from the ones you love. I never had good mornings again since I've been away from them: my fiance and son. I always have this heavy feeling. It's like a piece of me is missing. A piece that keeps me complete, makes my day bright, makes all the rainy days go away.

I finally got what I deserve for all my actions before. Yet, this won't make me go down. I never like the feeling of giving up. I hate losing, but I detest giving up. I'd rather lose while giving all I got and getting hurt in return than acquiring no bruises because of turning back. I just don't like this feeling of incompleteness.

Someday, this will end... Someday.