when will i ever learn

i still have a bad trait that i still wasn't able to get rid of... *sigh... when will i ever learn... this affects much of my relationship to my fiance. i don't mean on doing it but it happens naturally... how i hate myself for it... *sigh...

this is really an awful week, which is made even worse by my unending cough... T_T

annoying cough

i still have cough. it has reached the stage which is really annoying, dry and irritating cough. this kind of cough always make me have sleepless nights more often when i was kid.

i hope this will be gone in a few days. *sigh..

sick

headache, colds, cough... T_T

happy; missing

i'm so happy that my fiancee was able to watch the pirates of the carribbean: at world's end movie. we'll be watching it again during our trip (cebu-davao) on august. i miss watching movies with her *sigh... i miss her very, very much that i want to fly over to cebu in an instant just to see her *sigghhhhh...

i really miss you baby...

USB Ass Cooler Edition

A USB ass cooler edition. hehe..

from: http://gizmodo.com/gadgets/go-go-gadget-japan/usb-ass-cooler-2007-edition-268258.php

cramming...

cramming again... wish us luck...

letting someone down

*sighhhhhh... that's all i can say for letting someone down... i'm not at all helping her ease what she feels... d**n... i hate myself...

sorry for the words..

unlucky day

i had one of the most unluckiest days of my life yesterday. i was about to go to SM City Marilao through my cousin's motorcycle to save fare, but unfortunately he had it fixed in the shop. Then i got the chance to use my cousin's (other cousin) bike. after biking a few meters and switching the gear (it's a mountain bike), the gears at the rear wheel jammed with the chain. and that ends my fare-free trip to SM. haha! so i resorted to commute which costs even higher than a trip to Monumento (P35 to SM; P22 to Monumento).

when i got to SM, i went directly to a metrobank ATM to withdraw and alas it can't dispense cash and so i had to withdraw to other bank's ATM which will cost P10.

well, yesterday was not that terrible actually if you come to think of it. but i never thought i can get so many unlucky events consecutively...

see 'ya around. ^_^

what it means to be happy...

It's not like me to post ideas from my heart like this. hehe. anyway, just keep on reading....

people have a lot of sources for their happiness. for most people, their happiness come from having their dreams and wishes come true (who doesn't? right?). for students, when they're able to get good grades in their subjects. for working people, when they're promoted and given a raise. for parents, when their children are healthy and have a healthy family relationship. you see, there are a lot of things that can make a person happy. each reason is part of their heart's desires.

as for me, to be happy means to have God always by my side and be able to talk to Him about anything that i want to. when God is with me, i know that there are lot of things that can make me happy(about family, friends, work, etc.). and there's nothing more that i could ask for. it all seems like a one big package right? hehe.. that's why each day let's not just pray about how to handle our financial problems, how to get our jobs done, etc. but, we should rather pray first that God be with us throughout the day for without Him it would be a really, really tough day...

^_^

when one doesn't believe you

it's so sad when no one believes what you're saying. but the saddest part of all is when the one who doesn't believe what you speak is the only one you can freely talk to with anything under the sun with no pretentions. you'd rather have only him/her believe what you say than have all the others believe you while he/she doesn't... *sigh

it makes you wonder how you'll get him/her to believe what you say...